Love is in the Air

Youthful Love

 In any case!! There I was, tasting my white mocha on a splendid radiant summer day. At that point I saw the leaves change the tone and the breeze become chilly, the days become more limited, and today I saw a shinning jewel looking snow pilled at my patio, it is Winter and some way or another I am drinking cinnamon hot cocoa. 

Much obliged to you to every one of my perusers for looking out persistently for my next blog entry. It's straightforward this time, here I go. 

 

The youthful new love. 

 Two spirits and one heart

Moving in verses of affection and chuckling 

Making sure about one another with their warm touch 

The smell of the first day of warm chai latte 

The main stroll in the forested areas, connected at the hip 

The cheerful hearts joined by the main kiss 

Two deserted spirits asserted by one another's the meandering soul

Thanks to the angel of love and life for repairing my shattered soul and making me strong enough to fall in love again. 

Detoxification

Much obliged to you indeed to my perusers for going along with me on my excursion to health. 

As the title proposes, now and then one needs to cleanse their mind of the foul thoughts. I, as of late confronted these two or three weeks prior and acknowledged how much my body and my psyche were influenced by one negative remark made by somebody I didn't have the foggiest idea.

We frequently attempt to depict an ideal picture out in the open without understanding a portion of our practices that could irritate somebody. I confronted a type of badgering as of late and how it influenced my mindset for good couple hours to the point where it would influence my consideration for patients and my friends and family. 

 Sooner, I understood that I required a 15-minute break for my psychological prosperity. I mentioned my partner to cover me for a couple of moments. I set aside that effort to go out to the patio, did walk and profound breathing activities. I used my chance to obstruct the negative analysis and vitality related with the remark. Besides, I conversed with my friends and family and ventilated my emotions. 

Life only sometimes tosses difficulties on the life-way we are strolling. It's exclusively on us how we need our lives to be. Given the unwelcome talk, I got in the work environment influenced my potential to fill in just as my capacity to do fundamental thinking. It influenced me for a decent hour. I realized I needed something to beat this, so I chose to enjoy a reprieve to clear my head and quit overthinking. 

Doing those methods not helped me clear my head yet additionally profited me to work productively. 

Should you be in a circumstance like I was in, try to remember the amount you are adored! 

Accomplish something that would take your brain off the negative energy and figure out how you can impede that power. Profound breathing, a stroll outside in natural air, conversing with friends and family, ventilating considerations with a companion over an espresso date, or retail treatment are a portion of the models that one can do to Do something that fulfills you.

Fighting a Good Fight

The first rays of sunlight pouring through my window, lit up my room, bringing with it new hopes and joy. Today I would like to begin by appreciating my readers for taking out the time and finding value in my thoughts and leaving me in thought-worthy comments. Some of you have reached out to me and expressed gratitude towards me for sharing my perspectives dependent on genuine encounters that the greater part of us has experienced. 

 

I am glad that I have been able to make a difference in at least one person's life through my blog and my thoughts. The life challenges I experienced and how I went to bat for myself when the greater part of the network individuals continued suffocating me in the shadows of darkness.

 

Life is full of wonders and obstacles. It's our concept of how we need to see the preliminaries and hindrances of our lives. I had a fantastic talk with several perusers who came to me for direction on the best way to get over with the existing challenges.

How I held myself intact and remained optimistic while, on the other hand, my whole world was falling apart. The presence of mine that has been lost in agony and distress. In a nutshell, I experienced harmony when I acknowledged the challenges I faced. Although the challenges were sour except sweetness poured when I showered myself with selfless love. The love I fancy for myself, the love I yearned to give myself. 

 

The principal thing I gained from my preliminaries was to anticipate things from myself and not from anybody. It is me who realizes what I needed for myself. I positively cannot anticipate that someone else should satisfy those wants for me. 

 

I had dull bleak days encountering brain fog, days where I would sit down in space for over 48 hours without a beam of daylight. The days when lorazepam quieted my sensory system. It all came to an end when I decided not to get myself diagnosed with depression. 

 

To defeat despair, I began to dress up every day even though I did not aspire to, yet pushed my inner-voice to accept a new dare every day. 

I suited myself in athlete attire and danced rhythmically in front of the mirror.

I strolled each day under the warm orange-tinged sky, to breathe in the natural air and breathe out the poisons out of my lungs. 

I made new companions, somebody who might permit me to ventilate my sentiments with and get associated with me at a similar frequency. It is critical to discover a certified companion to trust to. I am honoured I filled in as a stage for those requirements. I wish I had somebody who might be listening who could have helped me escape my miserable days quicker. However, I am respected my perusers have permitted me to be there for them when required the most. 

Reading Louise hay helped a lot, especially the mirror work and other exercises to forgive my accusers and me for the decisions that were not meant to be taken. 

Acknowledged reality and figured out how to proceed onward without any second thoughts of at all. 

 

Life only sometimes shoes us the self-contradicting reality that we regularly claim to disregard. Even though humanity is caught in the trial of the real world, it is essential to remain centred towards the ultimate objective by keeping a positive methodology towards life. Never surrendering and having confidence in all-powerful (or, any heavenly force). 

I followed a similar schedule each day for a decent 18 months before I pardoned myself and the informer for the bad behaviours. Gladly, I can say, today I am in my cheerful spot. Where there is only a bounty of affection for me. 

 

There is one life and we should take it as a blessing and not waste it by being miserable for the things we cannot control. What we can control is our mindset/attitude – keep it positive, keep your chin up, keep the fight going on, live for another day, keep that beautiful smile on your face because you never know who might be looking up to you as a source of inspiration. If you are strong from within then nothing from the outside can shake your world.

Innocent Friendship

Friendship/Companionship - A metal chain or a slight string!

A glorious day, starting with a searing sun, a yummy drink of white mocha with an additional sugar finished off with whipped cream. A day of bliss. 

My blog today is about fellowship.

I would like to thank the Almighty for blessing me with a few good friends who have stuck with me through thick and thin. 

 As of late, an unfiltered companion entered my universe of joy and warmth and was so appreciative of my wild spirit. He was uniquely here for precisely 21 days before he started to utilize my innocent kinship side for his potential benefit. My dear undesirable companion, Much obliged to you for halting out and about my life and reminding me to regard my valuable relationship with the individuals who have been there with me since I entered the truth of life. You utilized me for your advantage, and when I requested a similar courtesy in return, you had the challenging capacity to reject my proposal without letting me finish my sentence. 

 These days companions have started utilizing each other for their potential gains and, once the advantages are terminated, they move onto the following one. Unadulterated kinship is worked with affection and blossoms throughout the long term. 

For example, we water a seed so it could develop into a tree that would give the organic product in later years. Similarly, the grain of productive companionship is planted and watered with unqualified love, giggling, fights, and healthy confrontations. However, affection between them never blurs away. 

The fellowship that has a sans judgment zone. 

True mates are difficult to get by, and by the grace of God if you find one, hold them for a lifetime. Though, it doesn't make a difference in what they will consistently be there for you. We don't get to choose our blood relations of parents and siblings, and they may not appear in troubling occasions, yet a genuine companion will even surrender sleep for you; so that one is not alone during testing times. Either it's coming on the web through skype (during their degree talks), or it will be there with you on the telephone for 24 hours (with a day and night distinction), considering the time contrast between nations. 

Lyrics of Love

Dancing on Lyrics of Love

We all have once in the course of our lives have attempted to respond to this very question - What is Love?

Individuals state its chemistry, others say its commitment towards our soulmates, friends, children, or others. Love is additionally about Compatibility. It is about having comparative preferences, interests, methods of carrying on with life and philosophical perspectives. The more grounded the science, responsibility, and similarity, the more grounded are the underlying foundations of the relationship.

Everybody includes an alternate significance of fondness. My understanding of fondness maybe not quite the same as my perusers.
For me, Love is the wealthiest component inside the world that one can claim. Love, a vital ingredient of life, that cannot be calculated in decimeters, milligrams or hectares. Nonetheless, it is a magnificent expression of freedom and pleasure.
Love is greater than you and me. Love doesn't accompany terms and conditions; it cannot be purchased or sold, in contrast to gifts or donations. Love cannot be constrained, you cannot make somebody love you, or even forestall it.

Want to know my verses of affection?
It is conforming to somebody's spirit, their thoughts and frequency before physical touch. Love happens when there is an association between two people with an equal frequency. I feel the sky or universe could be a little portrayal of my affection for you.
My Love is seeing forever in your eyes.
My Love is being secure in your arms.
My Love is feeling the warmth of your bear hugs.

Mi Amor, you are my rainbow and my sunshine.
You sprinkled my wildly disembodied spirit with shine.
You filled my heart with shades of joy and euphoria.
You soothed my well-being with your compassionate touch.
You caught my fear and set me free to fly up high like a bluebird.
You drove my overcast days away and glittered my smile with your sparkle and love.
You are the medicine of Peace to my soul and to my life.

You are My Lyrics of Love.
I am grateful to be loved by you.
You and I, ten thousand lives together.
Je t'aime

Mystery to Goodness

Thankful to my perusers for showering fondness to my blog and convincing me reliably to work my heart out. 

An extensive parcel of you presently understands that I'm functioning as a Registered Nurse and, my new blog is tied in with something that I was told seven days back by an old woman in my work region. 

Old individual: "Poor child, God has made you so Ugly!" 

At the point when the words came out, I ended up undermined, which isn't wonderful and showed up especially supremacists. Additionally, I'm certain the greater part of the individuals will have the underlying idea of accepting the remark as discourteous and supremacist. 

In any case, I reacted and stated, "I am sure you are a benevolent individual someplace inside, and at present, it's essentially your disarray that is expecting power over that, made you think I am made "Revolting" by God. 

Several associates and a nursing teacher close to me valued my concept of transforming an apathetic remark into a positive remark and changing the entire atmosphere around me. 

The whole motivation behind composing the present blog is to react to individuals' presumption that we now and again face upsetting conditions each day, in any case, it's up to us people to see and acknowledge issues. I have consistently grasped myself for who I am and I realize that the negative emotions inside us are ugly. As I did, I may have experienced a cynical procedure, and later I may have demolished my total day by bedding pessimism around myself. Rather, I moved the emanation from negative to positive that conjointly served to de-heighten the circumstance. 

I turned around the critical tone by eliminating negative powers and removing despair from my heart and psyche. To be specific, I accept this is the key to goodness.

Tears of Pain

Tears that fall form heart and cover your soul

I suppose today, it was crucial to observe people around me so that I could make a life decision. My contemporary blog is on how I kept moving forward regardless of what is happening. Now, through this blog, I want to cry with all my heart.

My morning initially began the way I always envisioned. Pearly shining water, dazzling celestial rays, exhilarating moments, meaningful conversations of life, and gentle music as we rode to the lake. The dawn unexpectedly emerged and my marvellous day had begun in agony.

Today I lost myself once more in the depths of misery,
The nagging pain in the heart remained silent,
The words and the suffering went unheard and untold,
Seated in the room alone with puffy eyes,
Thinking where I have gone wrong

Is there something wrong with me?
Was my smile cocky?
Was my robe seductive?
Was my black legging a need to ask for?
Did that bosom tempt you?
Yeah, perhaps that's why you have stared at them for minutes.
Was my body language irresistible?
Wait, I was sitting on the chair, comfortably.
Was I beguiling through my tone of voice?
Still, I was merely talking about how my day was.
Did my clothes describe my character?
Maybe, a round-necked baggy t-shirt uplifted you.
Was my exquisite pair of Mojave-coloured Kayano's were captivating?
Was I invigorating your excitement?
If yes, then how?

If not mentioned above, what was it then?
Why the unwanted touch?
Which got you thinking about my "need?”
Hence, the question has remained unanswered, forever.

Despite that, thank you for showing me the ingenious and naive face of your noble trait. We are working hard and building empires to please members of our society, we gain a name in the world, but somehow we failed to cleanse ourselves and our souls with compassion and empathy.

The burning pain ended with a gentle hand, a warm coffee and reassurance of safety. The night was then wrapped in warm mother hugs and kisses. Princess, once again, bloomed overnight with happiness and love. 

The Antidote of Greed

My today's blog could be a subject of questions and mixed feelings. I am confident that my post can impact the audience on the significance of accepting who we are for and getting settled with our skin. Nevertheless, the articulation of considerations and remarks are exceptionally valued. Please enjoy the read.

 Dalai Lama said, “The true antidote of greed is contentment. If you have a strong sense of contentment, it doesn’t matter whether you obtain the objective or not; either way, you are content."

Over the years, I have observed that many of us are not content with our skin. We now and again talk about accepting ourselves as we are and, yet we go out and glamorize ourselves with a pinch of sugar and spice.
For instance, people have started going under the cutting edge to look more energetic. A few of us have gone through skin lightening treatments, bosom enhancements, botox treatments, or implant surgeries (either butt, bosom or dental - just FYI California doctors are best for inserts on the off chance that somebody is needing to complete it).

We have engaged ourselves in a race of wanting more to suffice the wants of society. Along these lines, we disregard to acknowledge ourselves how we are and how we take a gander at ourselves.
The sorry reality about human existence is that we are not a similar individual to everyone around us. We must keep in mind that not everybody will like us, and such is reality. In this illusionary world, let's not detach ourselves and claim to be some else; somebody who isn’t us. Individuals see what they want to see, we don’t need to portray ourselves as another person. We should simply acknowledge ourselves as who we may be.

Self-acknowledgment accompanies inward acknowledgment and causing harmony with what we do have and what we don't have. It's rare. We attempt to decorate ourselves from outside, yet we disregard that genuine beautification lies inside.
Contentment, once achieved, is the most noteworthy form of Happiness as we look past the wants of needing more throughout everyday life.

I asked for coffee not your opinion

Seldom I question myself, why people in our community believe that they are more superior to anyone else?

I don't get why everyone on this planet is engaged in a competition to reach on top!
People, nowadays, are willing to go to an extent to bring someone down. It's difficult to describe what makes an individual think that they are more powerful than anyone else around them.
Is that because they have an ego?
Is it about an attitude?
Or, maybe is it jealousy that is causing attitude and ego? It often becomes challenging to distinguish between the two. Thanks to our fickle-minded brain.

Today, I ask for your guidance to help me understand the concept of Egoism. What makes an individual egocentric? Why everyone is all about "I", "Me" or, "Myself."
Is it because of Money?
Is it because of Superiority?
Is it because of the Elite rank in society?
Is it because of the executive leadership position at the workplace?
Is it because one has achieved a terminal degree (the highest level of academic degree)?
Is it because you manage to live a fanciable life?
Is it because you have high-end automobiles?
Or,
Is it because you wear nothing except glamorous attires?

Who am I though? Everyone works hard towards their dream goals; not just one person does. Then, why so much ego? Why everyone presumes they are wiser than anyone else in the room. Habitually, we neglect to understand the second person and, we end up suggesting them our ways to live life.
Umm, sorry? I actually did not ask for that advice. Sadly, this is the reality we live in. We have chosen not to listen to our parents or guardians for any life lessons (most of the time witnessed in families). In this day and age, everyone is smart enough to know how to live their own life, and, if by chance, a lifestyle suggestion is proposed, people are offended. This concept is beyond my understanding. How about for one moment we acknowledge what's being said. Maybe that's for our own betterment. One must be versatile and receptive to feedback.

Every person has the right to live their own lives based on their desires and demands. It's an individual's discretion if they want to stay low- profile or high maintenance. I find it unnecessary to advise someone on how everybody should live their lives. Then why so much criticism?

There is a reason we have The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedom (If anyone is not familiar with rights; here is the link you can copy and paste: https://laws-lois.justice.gc.ca/eng/Const/page-15.html#h-39)

The turnover! How about we fuel up our souls with love and kindness for all. We often forget to see the perspective of the second person and what they have been through their lives. We, as human beings, have no right to disgrace any kind. Accept how others live, embrace the flaws, behaviours, ethics and personalities shared by all people. No one is perfect; neither you nor me.
Hence, one should possess a contentment trait for what they have and for what they deserve.


Thank you once again for giving a quick read to my blog.
If anyone knows the answer to my random thought, please drop me a comment.

Life: A Roller-Coaster Ride

A ray of hope in darkness is the only fuel to continue the Journey called Life

 Life isn't fair sometimes and many of us would admit to that. Everyone goes through ups and downs. Yet, we must savour the ride no matter what tests and trials we go through. I wish my today's post can provide reassurance to my readers whose life has been a rollercoaster.




Are you worried about an ambiguous future?
Are you worried that they departed?
Are you worried that they didn't apologize to you?
Are you worried that they lacked communication?
Are you worried that they deprehend your conversations?
Are you worried that they couldn't read your erogenous lips?
Are you worried that they couldn't embrace your emotions?
Are you worried that they labelled you as a butterface?

Don't worry if they truly being a Dunce,
Don't worry if the ocean of love evaporated,
Don't worry if they constrained your existence,
Don't worry if they undervalued your worth,
Don't worry if your self-esteem is withered,
Don't worry if your relationship ceased,
Don't worry if you are slumping down with grief,
Don't worry if you lost your trust and boldness,
Don't worry if you lost the ability to voice your evaluations,
Don't worry if you are walking on a pathway by yourself,
Don't worry if you couldn't suture the wounds they gave you,
Don't worry if they humiliated your beliefs and self-integrity,
Don't worry if they don't hold strong emotions towards you,
Don't worry if they broke nightly rituals of affection,
Don't worry if they shifted their focus towards sex kitten,
Don't worry if they went hanky panky with a masseuse,
Don't worry if precipitously you were not the person of interest,
Don't worry if something didn't go the way you wanted it to be.
If only survival was this easy, it wouldn't be called "Life"

Señorita, don't you worry about anything because your spirit and faith in God will always be with you no matter what.
Have faith in your existence. Everything will begin to settle once the right time and place unite, once for all.
Numerous times you will break and would want to divert back.
Your heart would go through infinite emotions. Keep endeavouring even though your heart would jump beats now and then. Nevertheless, my girl, stay strong and stubborn to achieve the quality of life you have always dreamt of. Keep thriving for the life you wanted for yourself.
The world doesn't cease and neither should you.

Mi Amore, Stay happy and set your creative soul on fire to grow vigorously. Believe me, a year from now you are going to be the fortunate person on the planet.



Have anyone of you guys have gone through a turmoil in life that shifted your entire world from north to south?
 We face challenges in our lives periodically except, we are reluctant to address the tribulations momentarily. We are terrified of transformations however, one must not forget that some changes are healthful for our well-being.
Thank you once again for giving a quick read to my posts. I hope you all enjoyed reading it.
Love,
Navneet
XOXO

Easily accessible

I hope my readers are doing great and having a pleasant day today.
I shall initiate my today's post by appreciating you all for taking time out of your busy schedule and making time to read my blog post. I am honoured to be loved so much and thank you for showering your love to my blog.

Sorry in advance if I involuntarily caused pain to someone's sentiments.
My today's post is going to be on "Thought Process." (specifically targeted on divorced/separated/annulled/widowed women in our community)

Dear Men,

What makes you think she needs you?
What makes you think she is lonely?
What makes you think she is soft and silent?
What makes you think she is unfortunate and depressed?
What makes you think she necessitates for?
What makes you think she needs an escort?
What makes you think you are her morning star?
What makes you think she needs your affection?
What makes you think she lingers for your pleasure?
What makes you think your rib cage would shield her?
What makes you think she will just sit down in your wheel's passenger seat?
What makes you think you will make her satisfied?
What makes you think she craves for your vibes?
What makes you think she requires consolation and comfort?
What makes you think you can lure her to sleep with you?
What makes you think she will go behind her best friend's back and betray the one faithful advocate she had?
What makes you think she will bond with you to cheat?
What makes you think your one erotic note will make her underpants wet?
What makes you think your one joke is an unsealed opportunity for sensuality?
What makes you think you are the only soulmate for her?
What makes you think your one smile will pull her towards you?
What makes you think you can bring a spark into her life?
What makes you think you can make her heart go pitter-patter again?
What makes you think she will be charmed by your bank account numbers?
What makes you think she will be fascinated by your assets?
What makes you think she will be captivated by your honeyed words?
What makes you think she will allure and fall head over heels for you?
What makes you think her one response is an invitation to her cellphone number or a "White Mocha" date?

What on earth makes you think she is "easily accessible?"
What makes you think you can outwit just any woman?
Just because she is Unmarried? Divorced? Widowed? Separated? Annulled?
What precisely makes you think like that she would have sexual gratification with you for the sake of a "need."

Dear Men,
Let me tell you what makes "her" happy! what "she" greeds for! Certainly what I yearn for.
Spoil your girl (in general) with unconditional love and respect. Among these two, y'all will never go wrong in her world; followed by honesty, loyalty, commitment and support (to name a few)
It takes a real man to make her "lady" happy! The one who knows how to make her happy beyond wealth and fanciable life.  The one who doesn't need a description or illustrations. The one who can distinguish between her wants and needs.

This is something I have witnessed lately so, my blunt and unfiltered brain wanted to share some occurrences with y'all. Please remember this post does not apply to all male gender; except to a few who victimize women with wrong perceptions. 

My Silent Guardian

This is a letter to my guardian angel,
If anything happens to me and for any reason, I don't wake up the next day, I want you to know how truly special you are to me.

The White Mocha👫

My Silent Guardian

You kept my madness alive
You kept my inner child grow beyond limits
You let me grow unapologetically
You let my inner self bloom
You let me love myself for who I am
You let me find the best version of myself

You came into my world as a pot of gold
You filled my life with all the colours of the rainbow
You came into my life when I fell apart
You loved me when I couldn’t look into myself

My guardian angel, you were truly a rainbow of affection and benevolence in my life
You made me forget what hate meant

My silent guardian angel with you I have the whole world
Cuz, I saw the world from your eyes

I don’t know how can I even live without you?
How will I survive a day without saying hello?
How will I breathe without hearing your voice?
How will I smile without seeing you?
How will I find comfort without your warm hug?
How will I secure myself without holding your hand?
How will I feel myself without your Kiss?
And, a nightly ritual of saying goodnight, sweet dreams, take care, Love you aa.
A ritual that never changed.

Bae, you showed me not to battle life alone.
You walked in and made my life beautiful; precious once and for all (now and for a lifetime)

I Love You more than words can express,
I Love You to Moon and Back,
To Infinity and Beyond 💕
XOXO




Thank you for reading my post. Do you have a guardian angel who has been silently there for you? A Silent guardian could be anyone, it could be your own inner spirit too, it could be a person standing in mirror, or a parent, a grandparent, a friend, a co-worker, a teacher, a significant other, and even someone with paws
Is there anyone for you guys who have always pushed you out of your comfort zone to go conquer the world? Would love to hear from you guys. Let me know,  you guys can comment on post anonymously as well. 

Happily Ever After

It's our discernment of how we comprehend things in our lives.
My today's post can be either viewed as a victim or as a survivor; the choice is yours. Don't you worry, like every other story, this tale has a happening ending too!

Seemed like it was the end of the world.
Felt like it was the last breath of my chapter before I departed from life.
No ray of hope was seen at the end of the tunnel.
I kept looking yet the tunnel was too dark for a ray of hope to enter.
Suddenly, a vision emerged!
It was Dad! It was him. I could see the structure of his face.
His eyes gazing at me, heart pounding out of the chest, millions of questions popping in his fifty-five-year-old brain.
Wondering what was happening?
Why my sky turned black?
Why I lost the ground under my feet?
Why my diamond looking stars sheathed?
Why insanely my beautiful world collapsed?
Why have I stayed wordless all these years?
Why could I not stand up for myself?
Why could my eyes not communicate anymore?
Why the hand that was once used for love was now used for pummeling?
Why I dragged the bruised body back to the castle?
Why was the wounded body shutting down?
Why Lorazepam was a life-saver drug?
Why I lost the ability to decide between truth and error?
Why I never called him and said, Dad! This is it! I cannot take it anymore.
Why it was so hard to pick up the telephone and dial the number.
Wondering, did he give me birth to witness this day in his daughter's life?
Hmm, was that a rhetorical question?

In silence, there was gnawing agony in his hollow chest.
Have you all ever wondered, what's the worst pain in life? specifically, pain in a parent's life?
yeah,
Seeing their child in misery, drowning every moment, and, not able to do anything to make that anxiety go away.
An undiagnosed pain that did not demand prescriptions or therapy.

Somewhere I knew, happiness and independence were on the threshold amid the snow and darkness.
Next morning, the sun shined brightly on my face.
A new hope abated misery
The crowns judgement ended the doomsday.
The battle of freedom was won with courage and strength.

Wondering what happened next?
Appearing with my new ray of hope
A new me was born with new goals.
A new chapter of life was commenced.
A new day appeared doubling the joy.
The daughter rose above all and flew with her wide wings.
A life full of spectrum colors and affection
Acceptance and forgiveness were the key to my lost door.
A key to my ray of hope in a dark tunnel
Hence, the fortunate princess lived happily ever after with her King and Queen in a castle, Castle, the safest place on the planet.

I hope you guys enjoyed reading my post. Do leave me a comment about your thoughts; comments can be anonymous as well.
Did any one of you had experienced anything in life that has been a turning point for you?
Who was there for you when your sky turned black?
Let me know in comments, I enjoy reading.
Much Love

Sorry

Let's just inaugurate today's post by saying sorry to oneself.
I know it might sound monotonous, however, it works.
Let's start by doing a mirror work; standing in front of the mirror and apologizing to the person standing in the mirror; while maintaining eye contact.

Life seldom shows us miracles in a way that we have never envisioned. We all are embroiled in worldly projects of life that we oftentimes forget what we want for ourselves. Thus, we lose our aim, our sense of purpose and intentions. We must confess to oneself for the decisions that did not turn out well for our lives. It's okay to feel penitent at times. But, remember, you did not choose to do it that way. Sometimes broken things can be beautiful too. It's our perception of how we see things.

Today, I am going to begin by saying sorry to myself. It's a great activity to follow; do leave me feedback if you try it out or tell me your thoughts on this.

Sorry for not being there when I needed you the most
Sorry for hating your spirits
Sorry for losing  your focus
Sorry for not loving you
Sorry for insomniac nights
Sorry for being fearful
Sorry for being reluctant
Sorry for not providing self-care
Sorry for not being parsimonious
Sorry for not believing in yourself
Sorry for butchering your confidence
Sorry for not listening to your inner voice
Sorry for not leading through the heart
Sorry for conflicting with your thoughts
Sorry for not trusting your worth
Sorry for not letting vent your feelings
Sorry for not looking after yourself
Sorry for not appreciating your integrity
Sorry for not speaking up against wrongdoings
Sorry for suppressing your anger and emotions
Sorry for not raising your voice against misconduct
Sorry for the nuisance I caused (to my well-being)
Sorry for not permitting you to fly with wide-open wings
Sorry for hating you overtime you saw yourself in the mirror


It's amazing how our lives would get better once we have started to apologize to ourselves and let go of the resentment.
Sorry, the word, has turned my life around. It has not only helped me glow but also helped me dissolve the negativity and hatefulness. 

I am yours and you are mine

I am yours and You are mine 💖 I wish you my life I wish your path is full of joy May hot winds never touch you Bae, I calm my heart with your voice Your one smirk, your one smile, your tipsy stare brightens up my entire world For your one smile, I will sacrifice the whole world I pray all day that no sorrow touch you ever in this world I will drink your sorrows like a sweet drink Tears come out when I see your gloomy face If only I could open up my heart and express my love for you. One day we all leave but behind is our loved ones who will miss us the most. That’s when we know who truly loved us the most. And, I promise, I will love you eternally till I take my last breath. No matter how far apart we are, you will always be in my heart. My morning starts with your smile and night ends with your sweet dreams. I wish I could hug you little tighter I wish I could kiss you little longer I wish I could embrace you little more I wish I could hold your hand forever I wish I could be with you forever and ever Yes, I am yours and you are mine Forever and Ever

Procrastination Rock's

Most of you know that I was born in August. According to the astrological zodiac sign, I fall under star sign, 

Leo. Being Leo is the best? Umm. That's debatable; sometimes I also don't like being a fire element. It comes with short-temper and no patience.

The fascinating fact being Leo is they are 10000% lazy and procrastination runs in their blood (Mostly it's in my blood, cannot speak for anyone else though). Besides, today is not the day to temporize my unwillingness to write.

I have thought about starting a blog years ago; I even made it in 2011 except was hesitant to write. Heart and brain always had a conflict of interest. I never really understood what I should write about. It was always an idea/thought until yesterday I got up and accepted the challenge to start a new life. Hence, here I am, writing in my blog; thoughts and laptop united once for all to back me up.

I have fought a battle being a procrastinator as it hindered the enjoyment of my life. On the contrary, one thing I have learnt from procrastinating things is, "It's easy done being said."

Yes, you read that correctly. I always thought it's easy said than done but for me, it worked vice-versa. Thanks to Neil Pasricha and his advocacy of being positive.

It's always easy for one to delay things but sometimes we are far too gone and later we realize "Wish I could have done that before." In my opinion, if we start doing what we have to do, we will start looking at life from a different angle.

Things to take away:

- It's okay being lazy but start somewhere. It might take a while to do, but do not give up. Once you start, you would then realize if you would have started it earlier.

- Time flies faster than you know and does not take it for granted

- Do it and Do it Now.

How about you all? What are the things you all have procrastinated until now and then thought "oh! wish I could have done it earlier!"
Let me know, write it down under the comment section. Would love to read your guy's views as well. 

Self-made

Hello All, warm regard.
Welcome to my blog. I hope you would enjoy reading and follow my blog.
This is a big opening letter of my life, the part where I am hoping to share all the personal life experiences. This is a big platform for me to outline my intentions and via this blog, I will do my best to fire up more about what to anticipate.
I am a self-made woman; currently working as a registered nurse. I love what I do.
I am gonna go off-topic for a bit (Just because I have a thought in my mind that I would like to share with you all).
Since the COVID-19 has taken all over the world, suddenly people have realized that health care professionals are "The Real Hero's?" Umm.. well, I am still doing the same job as I was doing before pandemic hit. I have not changed my routine of taking optimal care of my patients. However, the world just realized it now? I guess! Well, to my knowledge Christian Ronaldo or David Beckham was the hero's who were saving people's lives? Oh! more sort of they has been labelled as Entertainments now hey! Not too late to acknowledge though. Yeah, right! a team of health care professionals who actually diagnose their patients and know the treatment?
Well, I am over the moon people have started to pay regard to the Nursing Profession and towards health care professionals. Speaking of which, the abuse continues in the profession. Let me elaborate more on "abuse" word as it could be disputable. Kicking, yelling, throwing dirty attends/pull-ups, slapping nurse's hands during hygiene care, that's what exactly I meant. Rest is the story of another time. Wondering why nurses are still underpaid? Me too hey! I cannot wrap my head around that. Well, we ain't kicking balls like Ronaldo and Beckham's.
This is my blog. I have always wanted to write. However, I never really understood the pattern of writing until now; even though I graduated from University. Hey! English is my second language. So, please bear with me.
In this blog, I would be leading from the heart. You all will come across my "Unfiltered and Blunt Brain Thought."
Apologies in advance if I ever hurt someone's sentiments but this blog is purely a judgement-free.