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Sunday, May 16, 2021

A Promise Made To Myself


The optimism in a spring day, the cool breeze, change in weather that wasn't there a few days ago. I had the impression that the evenings are lighter and brighter. The planet earth has been reborn in her brilliance.

While the days reflected serenity and ascending of new energy, my heart went into the haziest idea acquired by a strange storm; it left me feeling foul for a few days. The anonymous uneasiness left me with a sense of falling apart. Amusingly, the hormonal imbalance in my body led to bad-temper and body hurt. Alongside trouble, dissatisfaction, outrage, broken heart, needing to eat carbs, and my battle with body and mind. Along these lines, the negative energies clogged up my brain and it had reached my heart.

Later that day, I reflected on the fruitful discussions I had with my companion about impeding somebody's energy and not enabling them with my own. The error I made, enabled the negative energy to govern me and, as a result, I was thrown directly into a burdensome situation.

The following morning, I washed up, had my hot Nescafe and egg and cheddar. Sat down for an additional two minutes of reflection, composed three things I am appreciative for now in my regular diary. I read my celebrated writer, Louise Hay's book and reviewed how not to give my capacity to anyone. I performed some meditation where I rehearsed blocking the negative energy around me and made a promise to myself to draw in positive thoughts only through my porous mind and not to be submissive to the situation.